March 28, 2019
“Good Morning Sweetie,” Pops wrote as he had for so many moons before. “This morning’s meditation was amazing. It’s almost beyond words but I am going to try my hardest to put it into words. I went to bed shortly after we talked, so I had my light off by 9:00 p.m. I was exhausted and thought I would finally fall asleep right away like I usually do, but I still tossed and turned a little but did overall sleep much better than the past few nights. I woke up at 2:38. I stayed in bed until 2:58 thinking about the last dream I had and appreciating all that I have. At 3:00 I took my plant medicine, and then prepared to meditate. Today I dove into the silence for 30 minutes. I wouldn’t allow myself to take notes. I try not to get downloads during this time as well, but a couple minutes short of my time, I wrote, “The park and mall is about everybody who knows about 2030,” so some thoughts were slipping in. I later added, “Its time to play. We can meet a different place each Saturday and Sunday, although I like parks,” and “IT’S TIME TO PLAY IN PEACE.”
When I began the second phase of my meditation where I connect, I first wrote down my own questions at the top of my yellow pad, “How does the hologram work?” and “How can I always be present?”
Today I had the idea of changing the 12 emotions of what I previously called hate and bummer into the label of “learning” – this is the scale between boredom and hate and at the other end, instead of calling it Love, I would call those 12 emotions, the ones I previously called the bad ass girls of play, mastering or consciously evolving – that’s the scale between optimism and love.
I took the following notes:
We are constantly evolving.
We are getting better at ____________
I’m making it to the level of __________
It’s not just about the money, it’s what they are able to do with the money. I first want to take care of my family and then I want to be like Gerry Powell, Graham Hancock, and Bill Gates.
Perhaps too many people are chasing money. Perhaps money doesn’t help anyone evolve or have security.
I had this idea of writing to my children as either an old man, or someone who died and the letter comes from the perspective of all of “us” in heaven, those who have already crossed over. While feeling into this it was cool because I got to experience throwing my consciousness into the realm of someone who crossed over, but I also got to speak as someone who is wise and I would be speaking to our children with this kind of wisdom. This is what I wish my parents said to me and what I wish I said to my children, and what I will say if I return to this life like everyone else. I hope that I will be able to find my book next time I come so I will remember. That’s why I will call it the book of Love because I will be inclined to experiment with Love and creation from the time I come back as a young child and I want to experience it and see if it really works this way. When I come back my clues will be the Dawn and the Moon.
I would say something like this to our children. We would basically say this not in one sitting, but ever since they are in the womb. I would be with my lovely wife, whoever that will be next time, maybe it will be you again. For the sake of this scene, I would make just one speech, rather than showing it spread out over a young life time.
First I started with “I” and changed it later to “We.” “I wish I could have told you this before your 10th birthday. Now you are mature adults, but this is what I would have told you.”
“Our child __________ (fill in the blank) We are very happy and feel blessed that you have chosen us to be your parents. When your mother and I met, there was a feeling that we had between us. It was a sense of adventure, a wonderful opportunity to explore the mysteries of physical life with a best friend. When we met each other we began dreaming together and thought we could have fun forever as we played in the game of life.
We learned a lot in this amazing physical life. What we learned was later put into better clarity by one of our Shaman teachers called Alberto. One important thing that we learned was that we don’t know everything. We learned that the more we learn, the more we don’t know and we continually joyfully chase after the mysteries of life together. We will tell you all that we know, or are acquainted with, and all the things that we don’t know.
Alberto told us that “The Laika described this universal code of four with the names and faces of four Spirit Animals: the serpent, the jaguar, the hummingbird, and the eagle. They were token spirits through which you could learn the language of creation and take part in creating the world.” And this is what your mother and I did, as our other friend and teacher Gerry told us, the fun is in the creating together.
We want our children to be well prepared for life and to be one of the best creators and to be able to work cooperatively with other player-creators. There may be many personality types, but we are all creators at heart. Each one of us is given the ability to create the kind of planted we want to live on. Each one of us came into design our own experience. There will be a time when you don’t need us anymore. You will become a master of your own destiny and we will no longer advise you what to do, but know, we are always willing to give you advice. We are happy if you accept our advice, but we understand if you don’t and will not feel bad if you don’t take our advice. What we are proud to see is you making decisions by yourself and learning from the things that come your way. The perspective of life that you came into is much different than that of our generation. Our generation had a lot of war and junk to deal with. You generation will not have to feel it as we did. Your generation can actually experience peace without having felt the ugliness of war, racism, and discrimination.
We will continue to tell you everything we know or are acquainted with in regards to serpent, jaguar, hummingbird and eagle, and we hope that you share what you learn about them. We are constantly learning and we realized our time in this physical life is short, but you better believe that your mother and I made the best of every minute and plan to continue doing so until we transition out of our physical bodies.
Ultimately, you, our child, are here for a reason – and this reason is a big mystery. We don’t know what that reason is. We believe that you know it, but when all babies are born, the reason is obscured from memory and you may spend your whole life trying to find out what that is.
I will speak for myself first and tell you about the kind of reality that I created for myself before I met your mother, and then your mother will tell you what the reality she was creating before she met me, and then the best part is when we got to start creating together. It’s a very tricky process, but the more you are conscious of it, the better you will be about dreaming your world into existence. I created a reality where I was asleep in a certain way. Although I could run around in physical life with my eyes wide open and see all the people, buildings, cars, and nature, I was still asleep, had my eyes shut to what was just another reality. My continuing dream was to go out in the world and greet all the people and they congratulate me for waking up. My bones and muscles were stiff from having been asleep for so long and I found out that I wasn’t the only one asleep and I got to go out and greet others who are waking up. Some feel disoriented when they wake up but we give them a hug and say, “We all went through this,” and then we met everyone in the park where we talked about the 2030 dream. We shared what we are learning. We listen to children, teachers, parents, artists, and postal workers, and we laughed and smiled with each other because we all knew we are on an exciting adventure. The best part of my reality was when I met your mother. I was tired of creating alone and wanted to share that experience with someone else. We discovered that together we can be powerful creators and we had some amazing creations.
We are telling you this because we want you to accelerate through life at the speed of Joy. This may mean going at 5 mph or 100 mph. Remember that wherever you are is the perfect moment that you designed.
In our lives, we haven’t seen anything of the concept called perfection. We believe it to be just a concept but not a reality. We are always evolving consciously to some new state. We haven’t seen perfection in our lifetime, perhaps you will see it in yours, but we doubt it because we understand that the state of life is always in a state of change. So, we don’t expect you to be perfect and we certainly aren’t perfect people. Don’t expect us to be perfect. We will be the first to tell you our mistakes or what we have learned in life, but we will be more excited to tell you what we have found to work.
We want you to excel as far as you can into the mystery you have chosen and we will all eventually met you on the other side. I didn’t ‘find’ my purpose until I was 56 years old in my last life time but I had a great time walking in the dark until that time. I didn’t regret a minute of it because I learned so much in the process. In that life time, my parents never shared with me all that they didn’t know. It was a different era and I don’t blame them at all, but now, we are all on the same playing field, we all know what each person is acquainted with, which is that we are acquainted with a lot of things and no one knows absolutely everything, but now that we know that, we get to participate in the most fun event ever created. We all have a big part to play in the 2030 adventure.
One important thing to know is you can be a game player or choose to watch all the time, but players in the game of life only “talk” with other players. They do this not because they are snobby. Quite the contrary. Game players want to talk with and make friend with everyone on the playing field. Their expectation is that everyone wants to play on the playground of life. They see those who are sitting on the sidelines watching and know they still have to work out a few issues before they can jump in and play the game. Players are always waving to the spectators and telling them to come to the field of life and start playing. The players don’t care about your skin color, sexual orientation, partner status, financial stuff, or your looks. They all want to co-create with you as part of the 2030 games.
So sweetie Kma, I would write something like this to my children. What do you think? Thank you for the Lisa Nichols video yesterday. Some of the stuff she said really resonated with me and she made the water come out of my eyes. I will definitely post her video today. She made it into the 2030 hall of fame. We need more co-creators like her. Thank you for sending Joe Dispenzan’s “Supernatural Breathing” over while I was sleeping. I will take a listen later today. Will he be tomorrow’s hero?
After Pops finished his 3 hour meditation, he didn’t want to stop. He felt deeply connected to Spirit. He was reminded that he could continue reading chapter 8 of his Shaman book and so he did. Chapter 8, “Transforming the Dream of Love that is Unconditional, Discovering Fearlessness” was having a profound effect on him. It was starting to sink in. He felt like he would have to read it again. He wanted to finish the book quickly to get on with the play part of his project. He was being reassured with many ‘movies’ almost every day that two months would be more than enough time to play and Pops was seeing and feeling how it all worked and he couldn’t wait to start playing with others in the vision of 2030. He could wait a few more day, until Moon 5 to get started. It would give him the time he needed to finish his websites. Pops felt like he wanted to quote all of Alberto’s chapter 8, but he decided instead to quote only twice. One quote he used in his writing above and the other one is a partial quote for yesterday’s lesson. It was starting to sink in: “…love is a force that you can use to co-create with the Primordial Light. When you discover this, you can go about dreaming the world into being.”
Pops was beginning to understand, to evolve his consciousness, to wake up from one dream and co-create another with all of his friends on the adventure to 2030.one.